The world is always an unfair place. It’s sad but true. Nothing will ever go your way. It’s inevitable. No matter how nice you are, no matter how happy you are, and no matter how behaved you act: The world will shit on everything you love.
I try my best to find a ray of light in the darkness and a hope that one day I can be out of this place. Seeing not only what I have to go through but my lover as well. It’s down right gut wrenching. The money goes as it comes in. It’s hard to save but I am saving for once in my life. And things that we get in trouble for are for nothing at all. It’s strange to get yelled at and put down when you’re doing everything right. You think you’re not stepping on any toes and just staying out of the way and you still get crushed.
Praise God when I’m completely on my own with my wifey. Because that will be the day when I can say I’ll be truly 100% happy.